i hate my life. and though i dont want to incur an army of counselors i have to say, whats the point in living? right now, all i see is death waiting for me

kutner.that's just gay...

i hate how the public is so focused on weight. i mean, really? you people are the reason that eating disorders exist. (actually no, that's really Twiggy's fault) point being that when famous people gain weight, the media acts like teh apocalyse is coming. look at tyra banks; she finally realized the artifice of stick people and gained some weight. next thing you know the media's all over her swimsuit pics like flies to rotten meat. couse i think her 'KISS MY FAT ASS" was totally epic. now look at kelly clarkson. just cause she gains some weight, she has to be pregnant to have gotten so big? i have only one thing to say to the media. EPIC FAIL

i feel much better. did you know that PMS comes in 3 forms?
Pre Menstrual Syndrome
Present Menstrual Syndrome
and the one that i have right now
Post Menstrual Syndome
i even got the bloatyness down pat

you don't know where i've been, who i am, or what i feel. you can't kow. not when you don't know me. my name, my face, my life. it's something you've never considered. why am i writing this? to tell you. to open your eyes. the world revolves around you. that is, until now. now that you've seen me, the world revolves around me. it revolves around my friends, my family; it revolves around me. nothing more, nothing else.